The 1992 diary has a blue cover with the words, "I follow my own star," on it. Inside, Smith makes the confession, "I hate for men to want sex all the time. I hate sex," say the gossip Web site PerezHilton.com and a dozen similar sites.
She also reveals she cheated on her octogenarian husband, J. Howard Marshall. Still, in the 1994 diary, she writes, "I wait each hour to comfort him with medicines and prayers."
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